I have learned that no matter what, people like tearing others down.....even if they are your friend. I dont get it but something in humans, just like to pick at other peoples weaknesses. If you are truely happy with yourself and your life, you would not care to start drama nor perpetuate it because you have better things to do with your time... I just advise people in life to not sweat the small stuff...I've been working hard at not letting little stuff like this get me down, because in the grand scheme of things....what does it really matter? What matters is that YOU are a good person. I know that for sure! and if  she doesn't appreciate what she had.. well, i feel sorry for her.. The most important people in your life are your good friends, and family....  all you need in life is someone to trust..  we need to realize that all this negativity is never going to get us anymore.. life free and let no one stand in your way.. people causing drama are just people seeking attention...

reality check

once upon a time, or maybe twice.
we are all sinners.
with eyes like diamonds and a heart made of gold.
if this is a dream the whole world would be inside it.
everything in life is a learning experience.
i dont regret anything i do.
i used my lightning like scissors.
i am a human robot machine.



good morning nesquik
my name is veronika
i love silence
t.v. is over rated
my life revolves around music
my walls are purple
my favourite movie is Armaggeddon
ryan adams is a genious
i love candle light
i don't really like make-up
im a book addict
i don't get much sleep
i love the sun rises
i have a high pain tolerance
im very sensitive about certain things
i like laying in bed and watching movies
i like vintage stores
panda bears are cute
love late night free writes
prefer messy hair
random pics rock



People who talk shit are just insecure with themselves
I'll treat you with the same respect you treat me with
I never judge a book by it's cover
I tend to think way too much
I want to travel all over the world

ladies and gentlemen we are floating in space..

So, it's been another school year.. i still can't believe how fast it ends.. feels like it was yesterday when we were complaining about the end of the summer.. and now.. it's summer.. again.. i feel almost the same way as i did last june..

"It's been an0ther year... Another sch00l year filled with b00ks, w0rk, music, laughter, drunken nights, happy days, stormy cl0udy weeks, h00k ups, break ups and d0wnfalls. Wishes and h0pes replaced by questi0ns and c0uld've beens. Mem0ries left f0rever, to either, t0 haunt 0r t0 cheer up...

As this one comes to an end, we're all left o wonder, has it really been worth it? The drama? The trouble? The tears? The pain and stress? Well... []It was.] And I'd like to think it still is..."

this is what i wrote last year.. i guess things haven't changed much.. i'm now thinking about everything that happened.. the good and the funny.. the bad and the sad.. all the crazy nights we had, all the boring classes we spent watching through the windows, all the jokes we made, all the drama we've been through... and yes, it was worth it.. every part of it.. even the downfalls and the tears, it was all worth it.. for having been allowed to walk where i've walked..

me, i had my ups and downs.. i think we all did.. maybe i lost myself this year, maybe i changed, maybe both.. but now, i'm just looking forward to the amazing summer that is coming my way...
'cuz it's a beauthiful day and i won't let it get away..

P.S. Please don't stick to the rivers and the lakes that you're used to.. Go chasing waterfalls... I think you're moving too slow... :)

[David Bowie - Changes & TLS - Waterfalls]

somethimes wishes come true..

go and dare before you die

Many people die with their music still in them...

Too often it is because they are always getting ready to live...
Before they know it, time runs out...

i feel bored.. although it was a really funny day, i feel cheesed off.. i'm tired of these organized days.. i need some chaos! i haven't done anything crazy for a really long time now.. always too busy, always too serious.. so many things going on, some many problems to deal with.. i need a change, i need something to turn my life upside down.. i need a DARE NIGHT.. it's always so thrilling.. you know, there are things you'd never do until someone say..



i can't wait for the summer to come.. i have such a big plans and expectations for it.. hope it would be as unforgettable as the last one.. i want to travell a little, to party a lot, to meet lots of interesting people, maybe make some great new friends, who knows.. after all it's going to be my last summer before i graduate.. must be something to remember...

[ Citizen Cope - Son's Gonna Rise]

P.S. A long time ago i told someone that i cared too much before to give a fuck now, well i guess i was wrong.. i still do care..

Don't threaten me with love, baby... Let's just go walking in the rain..

Ahh... it's raining outside.. how i love the smell of the rain.. it's a moment that makes you feel weaker and stronger, confused and clairvoyant all at the same time.. when life becomes a contradiction and yet, so simple that none of it matters because you’re where you need to be... where you want to be... Come on let it rain, let it rain down on me, let the rain touch my hands, my skin.. let the rain set me free.. i feel like a child trying to catch all the drops in his mouth.. it's so amazing.. "The best thing one can do when it's raining is to let it rain..." i can't agree more..